[But he still feels heat on his cheeks when Ilya calls him sexy. It shouldn't get him to react in that kind of way anymore, he knows it, but...the way Ilya sees him always has Shane feeling warm inside.
He knows his offer is a lot, but... maybe he wants it to be.]
Maybe...I don't want to be so careful anymore.
[His words scare him, and he can feel it in the way his heart beat speeds up. He's glad he has a moment to collect his thoughts as they head inside. Not too long of a moment though, with Ilya pushing him against the wall, leaning in so close that Shane can feel his breath on his lips.
They should talk. He knows this.]
Very okay.
[His hands settle back on Ilya's hips, fingers curling in the fabric there.]
I uh... I think that you probably know this already. But- I don't have a girlfriend anymore.
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Date: 2025-12-16 02:57 am (UTC)[But he still feels heat on his cheeks when Ilya calls him sexy. It shouldn't get him to react in that kind of way anymore, he knows it, but...the way Ilya sees him always has Shane feeling warm inside.
He knows his offer is a lot, but... maybe he wants it to be.]
Maybe...I don't want to be so careful anymore.
[His words scare him, and he can feel it in the way his heart beat speeds up. He's glad he has a moment to collect his thoughts as they head inside. Not too long of a moment though, with Ilya pushing him against the wall, leaning in so close that Shane can feel his breath on his lips.
They should talk. He knows this.]
Very okay.
[His hands settle back on Ilya's hips, fingers curling in the fabric there.]
I uh... I think that you probably know this already. But- I don't have a girlfriend anymore.